As each year ends, I ask myself the same question: What do I want to do with knitting?
Then is starts: What do I want to do this year? For the future? For my family? For my knitterly learning? How many months are in the year again? Do I knit small, faster items to learn more techniques? Or should I take on an epic project in fingering weight yarn that will take a whole year to complete by itself, knowing that I may (or may not) incidentally learn things along the way?
My questions branch out like that–farther and farther, until they have developed into some kind of giant tree of dichotomous logic in reverse, with the overarching question left behind at the top, and the huge, tangled, expansive root-questions at the bottom.
For those of you who read the blog, you know this is really not only a perennial question for me but an ongoing and irritating one. I will not pretend to be the only irritated person, mind you. You may be irritated along with me, or even at me. I will not blame you.
To solve this irritation requires direction and I think I am ready to take on the daunting task of reigning in my scattered brain for a purpose: a greater knitting purpose that will eventually solve all my dilemmas.
If you will humor me, I will think out loud (in print) and start to sort this out. Maybe others may empathize. Who knows?
Here are some facts:
- I learned to knit later in life, being 43 years old, and having only been a knitter now for 4 years.
- I want to become a stellar knitstress before I die (or become too arthritic to do it)
- I want to build my own personal wardrobe of socks and sweaters, gloves and hats
- I want to provide my family and friends with really cool gifts
- I understand that these gifts may prompt more orders from the same folks (in fact, they already have)
- In addition to making things for everyone and for myself, I want to become a knitwear designer, even if it is only for fun and part time

Can I vote? I vote for smaller items that build skills. Every year I like to do a \”what I made last year\” re-cap and I was sad to realize I had sewn very few thing last year (I'm not counting the stuff I sew for business). It's so nice to get to the end of the year and actually see with your eyes all of your colorful accomplishments. And you'll need all those skills for your design work anyway. 🙂
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Jona, yes you can vote! In fact, since I am sort of a groupie of yours, I really value your ideas and opinions! I am seriously taking your suggestion into consideration, and in fact, likely will do what you say : )
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PS Love your new photo : )
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